Post by etjemenvole on Jun 6, 2014 3:20:42 GMT 1
Hello,
I am a new member to this site. I 'm a 28 year old who grew up in fundamentalist christian environment and experienced paranormal and unexplainable things throughout my life, since I was 5… I thought for the longest time I was been visited by demonic entities, but as I grew older I started understanding and connecting the dots who led me to believe life in other planets was real and they were here with us. When I turned 18 years old the visitations of this "demonic entities" changed, I start having sleep paralysis, watching lights surrounding me and hearing voices calling me by name, I also started drawing triangles and planets and weird symbolism, I just felt the urge of doing it even though I didn't (still) understand what I was drawing. I remember watching my room from above, I was energy floating and even though I can recall that particular moment I cannot remember how I got there, what happened, who took me, and for what purpose, but I was flying. Since that experience it's so easy for me to pick up energy from others, sometimes I'm walking and I feel sad, happy, mad, when I looked at certain people, it's like a concentration of all human feelings at the same time and for that I feel MISERABLE! I am a Neuropsychology student and I chose the field motivated by my experiences, I just wanted to be able to explain scientifically the connections of my behavior with emotions, cognition and the human brain in general; so far I have been a great disciple and learned all about psychological processes and behaviors, but still unable to understand the events. After I read "58 possible signs of alien abductions" I realized I have experienced most of the signs. I know It's hard to believe and it’s harder for me to talk about it, but I can see the future, not all the time, but I have done it before, I read backwards, learned songs in different languages relatively fast, it took me 8 months to learned English, good enough to understand and be understood, a scary sense of persuasion, good grades without studying, reflexes considerably improved etc... and all this happened after my adventure up above. Back in November 2010 my family came to visit me for thanks giving and we were talking about dreams and I told them about a "dream" it was more like a vision of the future: (my dream) I was watching a foreign country surrounded by water, a beautiful country indeed. Once again I was flying, an aerial view of the earthly life, I saw people going to work, children in school, people at the park etc… and suddenly an earthquake, I remember watching the streets signs (letters I couldn't understand) and they were brutally shaking. After the earthquake I heard a wicked sound of water and I saw the ocean filling up every corner of the country with boats, cars, houses, buildings, bodies etc... massive destruction everywhere and death; I remember waking up from been awake, It sounds illogical; but that is how I experienced it. It was vivid, strange and so real, after that I felt this unbearable weakness for a month, like I was on depression, deeply emotional and touched about human vulnerability. 5 months later I came home from work and I was watching the news, and I SAW MY DREAM, it was real, I fell on my knees and I cried my eyes out, it was hurtful watching the earthquake and tsunami devouring Japan. This is one of the experiences that has shocked me the most for its magnitude and how I watched my “dream” on TV exactly how I experienced it, but I have seen other of my dreams happening and crossing fingers for a few of them to not come true.
I feel someone is constantly watching me and it scares me, but at the same time I feel something above human understanding is protecting me, a powerful energy, but as I stated before it freaks me out. I have a healthy life, I don't get sick EVER! I haven't visited any doctor for been ill, just for a routine check up which is always positive; but why I feel so sick, weak, sad & lonely? I have family & friends who love me, a successful life, but I always feel isolated and sad. I pushed everyone away, I hate being alone, but at the same time I'm driven to loneliness. Even though people considered me as a very down to earth and humble man, I have this sense or feeling of superiority, like I am too special to fit in and it sounds ridiculous but its something out of my comprehension and hard to put into words. I wish I could talk to someone about my experiences because I am a 100% positive I have been visited and maybe abducted, and I need someone who can help me understand without judgements the traits and repercussions of this phenomena. I know for sure I can't remember lots of things and that bothers me and is digging a whole in me. I decided to talk about it because I have been experiencing sleep paralysis for the past 3 days, and I'm physically and mentally exhausted.
Thank You.
I am a new member to this site. I 'm a 28 year old who grew up in fundamentalist christian environment and experienced paranormal and unexplainable things throughout my life, since I was 5… I thought for the longest time I was been visited by demonic entities, but as I grew older I started understanding and connecting the dots who led me to believe life in other planets was real and they were here with us. When I turned 18 years old the visitations of this "demonic entities" changed, I start having sleep paralysis, watching lights surrounding me and hearing voices calling me by name, I also started drawing triangles and planets and weird symbolism, I just felt the urge of doing it even though I didn't (still) understand what I was drawing. I remember watching my room from above, I was energy floating and even though I can recall that particular moment I cannot remember how I got there, what happened, who took me, and for what purpose, but I was flying. Since that experience it's so easy for me to pick up energy from others, sometimes I'm walking and I feel sad, happy, mad, when I looked at certain people, it's like a concentration of all human feelings at the same time and for that I feel MISERABLE! I am a Neuropsychology student and I chose the field motivated by my experiences, I just wanted to be able to explain scientifically the connections of my behavior with emotions, cognition and the human brain in general; so far I have been a great disciple and learned all about psychological processes and behaviors, but still unable to understand the events. After I read "58 possible signs of alien abductions" I realized I have experienced most of the signs. I know It's hard to believe and it’s harder for me to talk about it, but I can see the future, not all the time, but I have done it before, I read backwards, learned songs in different languages relatively fast, it took me 8 months to learned English, good enough to understand and be understood, a scary sense of persuasion, good grades without studying, reflexes considerably improved etc... and all this happened after my adventure up above. Back in November 2010 my family came to visit me for thanks giving and we were talking about dreams and I told them about a "dream" it was more like a vision of the future: (my dream) I was watching a foreign country surrounded by water, a beautiful country indeed. Once again I was flying, an aerial view of the earthly life, I saw people going to work, children in school, people at the park etc… and suddenly an earthquake, I remember watching the streets signs (letters I couldn't understand) and they were brutally shaking. After the earthquake I heard a wicked sound of water and I saw the ocean filling up every corner of the country with boats, cars, houses, buildings, bodies etc... massive destruction everywhere and death; I remember waking up from been awake, It sounds illogical; but that is how I experienced it. It was vivid, strange and so real, after that I felt this unbearable weakness for a month, like I was on depression, deeply emotional and touched about human vulnerability. 5 months later I came home from work and I was watching the news, and I SAW MY DREAM, it was real, I fell on my knees and I cried my eyes out, it was hurtful watching the earthquake and tsunami devouring Japan. This is one of the experiences that has shocked me the most for its magnitude and how I watched my “dream” on TV exactly how I experienced it, but I have seen other of my dreams happening and crossing fingers for a few of them to not come true.
I feel someone is constantly watching me and it scares me, but at the same time I feel something above human understanding is protecting me, a powerful energy, but as I stated before it freaks me out. I have a healthy life, I don't get sick EVER! I haven't visited any doctor for been ill, just for a routine check up which is always positive; but why I feel so sick, weak, sad & lonely? I have family & friends who love me, a successful life, but I always feel isolated and sad. I pushed everyone away, I hate being alone, but at the same time I'm driven to loneliness. Even though people considered me as a very down to earth and humble man, I have this sense or feeling of superiority, like I am too special to fit in and it sounds ridiculous but its something out of my comprehension and hard to put into words. I wish I could talk to someone about my experiences because I am a 100% positive I have been visited and maybe abducted, and I need someone who can help me understand without judgements the traits and repercussions of this phenomena. I know for sure I can't remember lots of things and that bothers me and is digging a whole in me. I decided to talk about it because I have been experiencing sleep paralysis for the past 3 days, and I'm physically and mentally exhausted.
Thank You.