Post by jlish on Jun 29, 2015 16:37:20 GMT 1
Hi,
I am a 36 year old male and sometimes I feel like I am going crazy, either I know a truth that few people share or I have some amazing dreams and experiences I just can't explain LOL!!
My first experience that I have knowledge of is when I was eight years old. The only thing I remember is waking up at my Grandmothers house with a police officer standing over me between the couch. I was confused and I didn't know what was going on. It was explained to me that I had been missing for 12 hours, the other kids I was playing with said I stopped playing and there was this nice old man that was standing there and I told them I had to go with him. I was told that they said I took his hand started walking then disappeared. My mother was frantic and called the police they searched the house they searched the neighborhood the police officer swore he had looked where they found me and I hadn't been there just moments before. Throughout my life I had felt protected like I had a guardian looking over me strange things would happen to those that hurt me. I remember a fight at school where I had been punched within a few days the kid had mysteriously tripped and broke their leg and other such incidents typically if I was hurt the person that hurt me would be hurt within two weeks. It was always just something you know but you don't think on it. There were many times throughout my child hood that I would awake startled out of my sleep not able to move heart racing trying to scream for help and not being able to move my lips. As a child this scared me and I didn't tell anyone about these incidents. I was in my senior year of high school and driving with my friend Aaron as we were going to his house we saw a UFO in broad daylight we stopped got out of the car and were amazed. I tried to talk to Aaron about this incident a few years after and he wanted to change the subject immediately and didn't want to talk about it. I finished school and joined the military subconsciously I felt like I could get away but I didn't know what I was trying to get away from. I had just finished basic and I was in what we call 'A' school when it happened again but this time was different I awoke as I had done many times before unable to move heart racing wanting to scream for help but unable to form a word but this time was as I said different there was someone watching me from the tree outside of my barracks room it told me to open the window and I did. I got up even though I couldn't move seconds before I saw my three roommates asleep in their beds and they didn't even move. I let the entity in and for the first time in my memory it talked to me it gave me a name that I use today I felt taking ownership of the name was a way to take power over the entity. It told me that it had always been looking over me and I saw vivid memories off all the incident that had happened in my life where I was hurt and someone was hurt in return. It told me that I had been promised to it since before I was born and that one day it would collect me and to know that I was it's. Needless to say scared the crap out of me the entity left and I awoke back in my rack with the memory of what had happened and the fear but again I never said a word. Many years had gone by after that incident started a family and went about my life. A few years back I was driving on the road in broad daylight and I remember getting on one road I remember it because that was the route I took everyday home and I remember taking the turn I always take the next thing I know I look up and I am on a completely different road going a completely different direction. Again this was a scary thing makes you wonder about your sanity because you know what you know and I know where I was then were I ended up. Well again I let this go until last night the wife and I were going to bed and she was in the bathroom cleaning up and I needed to grab a towel from the closet. Now since child hood I alway make sure the doors to all rooms are closed the doors are locked and the alarm is on but I had that feeling that someone was in the house that oh no not again feeling. We went to bed and then it happened again that feeling of floating of flying of being outside. So here I am.
I am a 36 year old male and sometimes I feel like I am going crazy, either I know a truth that few people share or I have some amazing dreams and experiences I just can't explain LOL!!
My first experience that I have knowledge of is when I was eight years old. The only thing I remember is waking up at my Grandmothers house with a police officer standing over me between the couch. I was confused and I didn't know what was going on. It was explained to me that I had been missing for 12 hours, the other kids I was playing with said I stopped playing and there was this nice old man that was standing there and I told them I had to go with him. I was told that they said I took his hand started walking then disappeared. My mother was frantic and called the police they searched the house they searched the neighborhood the police officer swore he had looked where they found me and I hadn't been there just moments before. Throughout my life I had felt protected like I had a guardian looking over me strange things would happen to those that hurt me. I remember a fight at school where I had been punched within a few days the kid had mysteriously tripped and broke their leg and other such incidents typically if I was hurt the person that hurt me would be hurt within two weeks. It was always just something you know but you don't think on it. There were many times throughout my child hood that I would awake startled out of my sleep not able to move heart racing trying to scream for help and not being able to move my lips. As a child this scared me and I didn't tell anyone about these incidents. I was in my senior year of high school and driving with my friend Aaron as we were going to his house we saw a UFO in broad daylight we stopped got out of the car and were amazed. I tried to talk to Aaron about this incident a few years after and he wanted to change the subject immediately and didn't want to talk about it. I finished school and joined the military subconsciously I felt like I could get away but I didn't know what I was trying to get away from. I had just finished basic and I was in what we call 'A' school when it happened again but this time was different I awoke as I had done many times before unable to move heart racing wanting to scream for help but unable to form a word but this time was as I said different there was someone watching me from the tree outside of my barracks room it told me to open the window and I did. I got up even though I couldn't move seconds before I saw my three roommates asleep in their beds and they didn't even move. I let the entity in and for the first time in my memory it talked to me it gave me a name that I use today I felt taking ownership of the name was a way to take power over the entity. It told me that it had always been looking over me and I saw vivid memories off all the incident that had happened in my life where I was hurt and someone was hurt in return. It told me that I had been promised to it since before I was born and that one day it would collect me and to know that I was it's. Needless to say scared the crap out of me the entity left and I awoke back in my rack with the memory of what had happened and the fear but again I never said a word. Many years had gone by after that incident started a family and went about my life. A few years back I was driving on the road in broad daylight and I remember getting on one road I remember it because that was the route I took everyday home and I remember taking the turn I always take the next thing I know I look up and I am on a completely different road going a completely different direction. Again this was a scary thing makes you wonder about your sanity because you know what you know and I know where I was then were I ended up. Well again I let this go until last night the wife and I were going to bed and she was in the bathroom cleaning up and I needed to grab a towel from the closet. Now since child hood I alway make sure the doors to all rooms are closed the doors are locked and the alarm is on but I had that feeling that someone was in the house that oh no not again feeling. We went to bed and then it happened again that feeling of floating of flying of being outside. So here I am.