I think I'm being taken, studied, and possibly probed twice
Jul 14, 2015 21:26:46 GMT 1
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Post by rsp627 on Jul 14, 2015 21:26:46 GMT 1
This has been a life long secret of mine that has been hidden from most, so that I won't appear crazy or delusional. I am a highly intelligent man by academic standards and have been since childhood. I'm also a creative who works in the visual communication filed as a graphic designer. I'm 35 years of ago, and have been suffering from narcolepsy since around the age of 12, I was only diagnosed 3years ago. With all of my issues my neurologist had and explanation for, all but one... The radiating pain experienced during sleep paralysis. (Note: seizures has been ruled out, and the paralysis sent in during before entering sleep.)
Early Years (15-25yrs of age)
In the early years I use to get a strange feeling that something was coming. This always took place right before I would go to sleep, or should I say I would hurry to bed and try to go to sleep. I'd look up to the sky right before I'd lay down in a tight ball and squeeze my eyes shut tight, for what I was about to experience something I've never felt before. paralysis would immediately set, the buzzing, vibrating, and pain followed. These symptoms grew with increasing levels, they became unbearable, they'd radiate from my skull down to the rest of my body, and when I could no longer bear it I'd pass out. I'd awaken the next morning with full memory of the event, scared of the possibility of who and or what may be happening to me. These events were frequent, 3-6 times every other month, tapering off as I became older. There is a prelude to these encounter which I'll get to in a moment. I've caught a glance or two of what I believe to be my visitor(s), I've tried to suppress these memories but as I type they're becoming increasingly more vivid. Tall, at least 6-7 feet in stature, lanky, frail in looks, but with very long muscles in the arms and fingers. What may have been the head of the being was very elongated, with vertical, black oval like lenses that protruded forward and a bit off to the sides. They didn't seem to be eyes, the evidence came in the form of a glare of the top left lens created from the casting of moon light from my bedroom window. Two angular slits were in the nose position, they may have been nostrils or a source for ventilation. The exterior skin was tough, slightly oily and dull in places, and mid to medium grayish in tone all over. If you every had candy corn then you be able to visualize the shape of this beings head with good accuracy, the only acceptation being the larger, wider part at the top was more oval in nature when compared to Halloween treat. It's jaw line thinned very quickly, in relation to where human ears start to the bottom of the chin, and a horizontal slit sat where the mouth would be. The slit was quite long with rounded bevel in the upper and lower positions. I could go on with the discretion, but I think I'll elect to draw an the image for a later upload. (One thing I forgot to mention, these encounter or episodes only happen when I'm home alone. I've never had one when someone was physically awake, within view, or in the same general area as me.)
Encounters 6yrs of Age
Preluding the earlier years, strange unexplainable things were happening to me on a regular. It started with a few out of body experiences. I would be sleeping in a face up position, and I would float up flip over and look down at my resting body. I progressed into trying to do things as if I was away, like float down the the hallway to the bathroom and trying to pee and brush my teeth with no tangible results. I got stronger to the point where I stopped looking to see if I were still in the bed, and seeing if I could take this show on the road. I start floating outside passing through the window. I initially tried to open it by hand and found that unnecessary as I fell through what I believed to be a solid objects, the widow itself. I would float about 6 feet away from my upstairs window before losing what I consider to be a sub plain level of consciousness. The street lights were on, so the imagery was clear and vivid, but there was always a slight level of blurring around my visual frame of view. The last encounter around this age came with freight and fear, and made the coming years of TV Show like X-files and Unsolved more real than not, and almost unbearable to watch... but I had to. I need to know if any of this was real and if I was alone. On a normal school night, I left the bathroom light on with it's door and my door open, before I went to sleep. My mother and sisters doors were closed. I lay sleep in my bed in the fetal position, but suddenly I'm awaken and no longer in bed. Still in the position I fell asleep in, I'm now floating down the hallway and down my flight of stairs, my visions is hazy and blurred, I seem to be floating on a transparent grayish white material, not much bigger then my curled up body. I'm not alone... I'm being carried, but not really. Three or so of the visitor (beings) I described above seem to be gliding along, on various sides, with me. I became frightful and may have move and startled them because towards the middle of the staircase is where things went dark, and I awoke the next morning on the downstairs couch still in the fertile position. I asked my mother and sister had they moved me down stairs, and I was told that I was imagining things, and that I may have slept down there or that I was sleep walking. I told all the kids in my first grade class what had happened to me, and later, as years passed, I would rarely speak of it again. Around the same time I discovered a small, pea like fatty knot, located in a shallow are on the side of my neck... it's still there at this very moment. I think it to be a sort of implant of some kind. It grew in size slowly over the years, peeking at a size comparable to a pinto bean.
Encounters (25yrs on to Last Night)
The encounters at night continued, but diminished frequency... Once or twice a year. The difference being that now I was no longer passing out afterwards, and I could feel my body being touched about during the pain. "What or who is this, and why is it happening to me?... I've move several times, and it's still happening... Will I die this time?" is all I could think. I'd come out of the paralysis angry and frustrated. Last night I may have have received a new implant, it may not be from the same beings though. I laid down to take a nap around 12:30am last night, with the light on and my bedroom door locked. The T.V. was off. I awoke faced down, with my arms folded under my head, the same position I went to sleep in. Still a little drowsy, I began to move right elbow in an upward motion with the intent of releasing my hand from beneath me head. It was slammed back down forcefully from an unknown source of pressure. It had began... I'm conscious of the proceedings... The pain and vibrations started... I squeeze my eyes tightly shut, for I didn't want a visual of what had a hold of me. This time something strange happened... It appears a procedure is being preformed on me, nothing was touching me. I heard a slight, faint buzz, as a gentle, sharp pressure ran across 3 different regions of back. It moved at a pretty quick pace across the entire length of my back, in the area, of where and what I believe to be, incision were made. The first across the base of my neck, the second 1-2 below, shoulder to shoulder, and the third, at the base of my back above my ass... Something was quickly, and forcefully, inserted into, what felt like, my spinal column. A fourth pass was made back at the spot of the first. Then I heard something unexpected... It was a strong male voice speaking english, but in technical terms, over some sort of communication device. It lasted briefly, I flashed out and back in quickly, I jumped up in horror of what I had just experience. I made sure the house and room was locked down, and turned on the TV before I went back to sleep an hour later. I awoke this morning with my back feeling brand new, on to discover the feeling wouldn't last. I have pain in the mid region of my back, along the spinal column, more so in the left region.
What is happening to me, does anyone have some sort of answer, advice, or a direction to look in? I also have an unexplained ability to predict coming events, and pieces together past events and actions related to people with little or no related information, with great accuracy. It's like a puzzle strange puzzle of connected unrelated dots that form a conclusion that I was wrong. I also have seen many of the events of my life in dream form that I believed to be dreams. When the event happens it's not deja vu to me, because I remember all my dreams due to narcolepsy, I fall straight into REM sleep, and the dreaming process start before the I'm asleep.
In conclusion, please help!
Early Years (15-25yrs of age)
In the early years I use to get a strange feeling that something was coming. This always took place right before I would go to sleep, or should I say I would hurry to bed and try to go to sleep. I'd look up to the sky right before I'd lay down in a tight ball and squeeze my eyes shut tight, for what I was about to experience something I've never felt before. paralysis would immediately set, the buzzing, vibrating, and pain followed. These symptoms grew with increasing levels, they became unbearable, they'd radiate from my skull down to the rest of my body, and when I could no longer bear it I'd pass out. I'd awaken the next morning with full memory of the event, scared of the possibility of who and or what may be happening to me. These events were frequent, 3-6 times every other month, tapering off as I became older. There is a prelude to these encounter which I'll get to in a moment. I've caught a glance or two of what I believe to be my visitor(s), I've tried to suppress these memories but as I type they're becoming increasingly more vivid. Tall, at least 6-7 feet in stature, lanky, frail in looks, but with very long muscles in the arms and fingers. What may have been the head of the being was very elongated, with vertical, black oval like lenses that protruded forward and a bit off to the sides. They didn't seem to be eyes, the evidence came in the form of a glare of the top left lens created from the casting of moon light from my bedroom window. Two angular slits were in the nose position, they may have been nostrils or a source for ventilation. The exterior skin was tough, slightly oily and dull in places, and mid to medium grayish in tone all over. If you every had candy corn then you be able to visualize the shape of this beings head with good accuracy, the only acceptation being the larger, wider part at the top was more oval in nature when compared to Halloween treat. It's jaw line thinned very quickly, in relation to where human ears start to the bottom of the chin, and a horizontal slit sat where the mouth would be. The slit was quite long with rounded bevel in the upper and lower positions. I could go on with the discretion, but I think I'll elect to draw an the image for a later upload. (One thing I forgot to mention, these encounter or episodes only happen when I'm home alone. I've never had one when someone was physically awake, within view, or in the same general area as me.)
Encounters 6yrs of Age
Preluding the earlier years, strange unexplainable things were happening to me on a regular. It started with a few out of body experiences. I would be sleeping in a face up position, and I would float up flip over and look down at my resting body. I progressed into trying to do things as if I was away, like float down the the hallway to the bathroom and trying to pee and brush my teeth with no tangible results. I got stronger to the point where I stopped looking to see if I were still in the bed, and seeing if I could take this show on the road. I start floating outside passing through the window. I initially tried to open it by hand and found that unnecessary as I fell through what I believed to be a solid objects, the widow itself. I would float about 6 feet away from my upstairs window before losing what I consider to be a sub plain level of consciousness. The street lights were on, so the imagery was clear and vivid, but there was always a slight level of blurring around my visual frame of view. The last encounter around this age came with freight and fear, and made the coming years of TV Show like X-files and Unsolved more real than not, and almost unbearable to watch... but I had to. I need to know if any of this was real and if I was alone. On a normal school night, I left the bathroom light on with it's door and my door open, before I went to sleep. My mother and sisters doors were closed. I lay sleep in my bed in the fetal position, but suddenly I'm awaken and no longer in bed. Still in the position I fell asleep in, I'm now floating down the hallway and down my flight of stairs, my visions is hazy and blurred, I seem to be floating on a transparent grayish white material, not much bigger then my curled up body. I'm not alone... I'm being carried, but not really. Three or so of the visitor (beings) I described above seem to be gliding along, on various sides, with me. I became frightful and may have move and startled them because towards the middle of the staircase is where things went dark, and I awoke the next morning on the downstairs couch still in the fertile position. I asked my mother and sister had they moved me down stairs, and I was told that I was imagining things, and that I may have slept down there or that I was sleep walking. I told all the kids in my first grade class what had happened to me, and later, as years passed, I would rarely speak of it again. Around the same time I discovered a small, pea like fatty knot, located in a shallow are on the side of my neck... it's still there at this very moment. I think it to be a sort of implant of some kind. It grew in size slowly over the years, peeking at a size comparable to a pinto bean.
Encounters (25yrs on to Last Night)
The encounters at night continued, but diminished frequency... Once or twice a year. The difference being that now I was no longer passing out afterwards, and I could feel my body being touched about during the pain. "What or who is this, and why is it happening to me?... I've move several times, and it's still happening... Will I die this time?" is all I could think. I'd come out of the paralysis angry and frustrated. Last night I may have have received a new implant, it may not be from the same beings though. I laid down to take a nap around 12:30am last night, with the light on and my bedroom door locked. The T.V. was off. I awoke faced down, with my arms folded under my head, the same position I went to sleep in. Still a little drowsy, I began to move right elbow in an upward motion with the intent of releasing my hand from beneath me head. It was slammed back down forcefully from an unknown source of pressure. It had began... I'm conscious of the proceedings... The pain and vibrations started... I squeeze my eyes tightly shut, for I didn't want a visual of what had a hold of me. This time something strange happened... It appears a procedure is being preformed on me, nothing was touching me. I heard a slight, faint buzz, as a gentle, sharp pressure ran across 3 different regions of back. It moved at a pretty quick pace across the entire length of my back, in the area, of where and what I believe to be, incision were made. The first across the base of my neck, the second 1-2 below, shoulder to shoulder, and the third, at the base of my back above my ass... Something was quickly, and forcefully, inserted into, what felt like, my spinal column. A fourth pass was made back at the spot of the first. Then I heard something unexpected... It was a strong male voice speaking english, but in technical terms, over some sort of communication device. It lasted briefly, I flashed out and back in quickly, I jumped up in horror of what I had just experience. I made sure the house and room was locked down, and turned on the TV before I went back to sleep an hour later. I awoke this morning with my back feeling brand new, on to discover the feeling wouldn't last. I have pain in the mid region of my back, along the spinal column, more so in the left region.
What is happening to me, does anyone have some sort of answer, advice, or a direction to look in? I also have an unexplained ability to predict coming events, and pieces together past events and actions related to people with little or no related information, with great accuracy. It's like a puzzle strange puzzle of connected unrelated dots that form a conclusion that I was wrong. I also have seen many of the events of my life in dream form that I believed to be dreams. When the event happens it's not deja vu to me, because I remember all my dreams due to narcolepsy, I fall straight into REM sleep, and the dreaming process start before the I'm asleep.
In conclusion, please help!