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Post by red9 on Oct 5, 2013 16:22:28 GMT 1
Hi, My name is Redfuss, I'm twenty-three from Coventry, England. I do not know much about aliens, but I recently got in contact with BUFOG because I believe my mate and I were abducted as children. We spent years of our lives rarely talking about it, or attempting to forget what happened. Last year, after years of what the doctors said was depression and anxiety my mate went on anti-depressants, and wound up committing suicide. I believe it was over what happened, and after struggling with this I need to know what really happened. I'm sick of just pretending. I can't sleep at night and I'm almost housebound because I can't trust anyone. I've suffered with these piercing pains in my head which sound like static or voices. I've had scans- they thought perhaps it was a tumour because sometimes I have nose bleeds too, but they have so far found nothing abnormal. I've been to therapists who say it is anxiety or depression. I've been looked at for dissociative identity disorder and a bunch of others, but I don't fit. I just want to be able to have some peace and find out the truth to why my mate did it- I know I'm never going to but I've never had anyone to talk to about this besides him.
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Post by uforn on Oct 5, 2013 16:39:12 GMT 1
Hi Redfuss welcome to uforn, sorry to hear about your friend. When I was 18 I had 2 very close friends commit suicide so I know what your going through. Did you get any answers from BUFOG? Who did you talk with there ?
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Post by red9 on Oct 5, 2013 18:07:52 GMT 1
Thank you. Yeah, it is terrible. I just keep thinking that I could have done something more to help. I knew it was mostly about what happened wherever we got taken- alien or not, but he wouldn't talk about it much, just vague things. Despite that, he was the only one who I could be around because he was there and went through the same thing. Everyone else either things I'm crazy and delusional or a complete liar. I've spoke a little with the main guy there, David. I've told him what I consciously remember from that day. Other things have come back since, but I can't be completely sure whether its my mind wanting to fill in the gaps. It feels right though despite what my logical side is arguing. Is it often that abductees do not see a UFO and are taken in the day? Because it was light outside when we were taken. It was as though we stepped through some sort of other place/ dimension, or something. It was exactly the same but there was no sound ( we were in the fields behind my old house and there's always birds and insects, etc.) suddenly. There was this bright light shining in my face- directly in front of me like a torch ( despite the summer light) and I saw nothing in the sky. Next thing I knew I was in this strange place. David said that they can create a screen so people don't see their true selves. Is this true? Because what I saw was like aquatic beings. Their skin had a transparent quality and I thought they were just disguises.
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Post by uforn on Oct 5, 2013 18:39:34 GMT 1
Ive got to be honest with you Redfuss I havnt done enough research on abductions to really answer your questions its a very complex subject. I cant really say if what Dave Hodrien has told you is true or not (I know of Dave but havnt looked into him much), I don't think anyone has the answers to be honest, most of it is pure speculation.
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Post by red9 on Oct 5, 2013 18:53:20 GMT 1
I guess no one ever will. Are there many abductees on here?
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Post by uforn on Oct 5, 2013 18:56:54 GMT 1
I guess no one ever will. Are there many abductees on here? Have a talk with member barry, hes away for the weekend but should be back during the week, he has had abduction experiences He might be able to relate to what you've experienced better than me.
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Post by red9 on Oct 5, 2013 18:59:48 GMT 1
Okay, will do. Thanks for your help.
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Post by uforn on Oct 5, 2013 19:04:08 GMT 1
Your welcome, I wouldn't want to give you the wrong advice or point you in the wrong direction.
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Post by ronologic on Jan 30, 2014 5:40:49 GMT 1
Welcome aboard red9. I am sorry to read about your mate. I sincerely hope you find the peace you seek.
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