Post by mycalb on Nov 4, 2014 22:17:48 GMT 1
Hello. For the past couple of year's I've had this strange urge to study UFO and etc. Anyhow, I wanted to share some things that I've seen/experienced since probably about 2008 or so after graduating high school. I'm just going to list some items as I remember them and these are in no particular order other than earliest to latest.
1. Heard a woman's voice in my head in between wakeful/sleep state one morning softly telling me, "Mycal...Wake up. It's time....wake up." It wasn't my mother, she was still sleeping in her bedroom downstairs, down a hallway.
2. Dream of random event. In the dream I was invited to a theater with friends. Left the theater, ran into some other friends on the way out. One guy had a blurry face. The event happened. I never met the guy with the blurry face, so I guess that explains why he was blurry in my dream.
3. Sleep paralysis - one night I left like even though I was paralyzed, I felt like I was being dragged off. Woke up in a fright and saw a dark modulating orb hovering above me which subsequently floated up and disappeared.
3. Sleep paralysis - woke up one night in a fright again. The orb was back. This time it appeared red. Flew away much faster this time.
4. One night I had a super intense feeling like I was being watched by something in our back yard. Never saw it. Couldn't stop staring out the patio door. Kept the patio light on.
5. Woke up in what may have been a dream. Came to in the middle of a sea of stars. Felt a familiar entity behind/beside me. Didn't turn to look. Asked, "what are these stars" answer came back in my own voice and in my head "these are not stars, they are people." It was as if my eyes came into focus and I could see light beings for miles and miles. All perfect, every single one of them. Turned around and saw our planet. Voice in my head wondered why they were going to Earth, the answer was they were going to live out a life. Knew there was multiple layers of meaning behind that which I could go on forever about. Turned to see where they were coming from. Saw an endless sea of the whitest, brightest loving light you couldn't possibly imagine. They were coming from this "source", which felt like home. I was told it was "home" and that I could go there any time I wanted. Just not right now because I knew I wasn't ready yet. I woke up with tears in my eyes.
6. Little girl who looked like little bow peep pulled me out of bed. We walked to a wall where she opened this black door. So black light wasn't passing through it. We walked through. I remember knowing we went to multiple worlds, but the only world I remember with crystal clarity is the world of what looked like tree people. A whole village. I scanned the place left and right in awe until I spotted one of them staring right at me. I didn't realize they could see me. It appeared to be female. It held a child in it's arms. She gazed at me as if to say, "what are you" or "how did you get here" or "where did you come from". Very odd.
7. Felt like I was sucked out of my body. I ended up outside of the planet again. Gazing at the earth, an ocean of memories starting coming to me. I distinctly remember having lived 4 lives previously on earth. I started forgetting my current name and my current life. I thought it was because I had died? Very scary. Note that I remember knowing exactly who I was in my previous lives while I was up there. Now, I only remember knowing that I've lived 4 previous lives on earth and nothing else.
8. Sucked back out again. This time it was the familiar entity with me again. I turned around to look at him, somehow I know it's male. I looked and He instantly took the form of a happy husky breed dog. He laughed when he did this. We starting flying past what I can only describe as dimensions in different pockets all over the place. We ended up in an empty void with no life around us. I wondered what I was supposed to do. No answer this time. I then knew I was supposed to remember on my own. I knew it was something, like a talent or a skill that I knew I had, but couldn't remember what. As my urge to know grew and grew, suddenly golden light started appearing in my hands. All I knew was that I was supposed to "create" with it? So I began to just throw light everywhere. While I was in the middle of that, a very overwhelming , golden warmth appeared behind me and drew me towards it. It told me "It's time to leave this place now. But remember you can come back here any time you want"
9. I woke up in a strange and bright facility. I didn't know if I was dreaming or not. But I remember not being able to do much. I felt like a blob on the floor. I realized something was communicating with me. I looked to my left and as it was looking at me I realized it was communicating with me in a strange way. It felt like I was merged with it's consciousness? It was trying to teach me how to breath by doing the action itself and mentally saying "this is how you breath, this is how you swallow". It was as if this being was inserting the programming for automatic bodily functions into my subconsciousness. It's really hard to describe what It looked like but I'll try my best. He was definitely gray. His eyes weren't dark though, they seems almost like golden brown. I'm trying my best here! His skin was really shiny, almost like glass. I honestly can't make out his full body structure, but I tried examining it the best I could. My problem was that my vision was impaired in a way everything seems to look almost liquefied.
10. I woke up on what I can only describe as a floating metropolis. Quite beautiful. I was with someone familiar again. I was urged to start flying, so I did. I flew up above the structure. I then wondered if I could move the whole city with my mind. I grabbed onto it mentally and started pulling it up with me. I was immediately urged to stop it.
11. I woke up in a long hall. Completely awake. All senses. There was a door. I walked toward the door. Now, I was really freaked out about this particular situation, because I recalled never having such solid control of myself whenever this stuff happened to me. But I walked to the door anyway. Of course I felt like I was being watched from somewhere so I headed to the door quickly fearing interruption. I turned the knob. Opened the door. When I grabbed that knob I received this deep knowing that I was going to exit my dimension. When I pushed the door open. Now, I can't even properly explain what I saw. But I'll try...It was like a tropical forest. Only it was glowing with this intense life beyond what I've ever experienced. The other thing is that every tree, every flower, every vine didn't look like anything on this planet. It was as if it had more than 3 dimensions is the only way to describe it. Such color and beauty. The door I was standing from was very high up. I looked down and saw this golden river of beautiful water/light. Everything felt so physical where I was standing. I felt like if I stepped out, if I didn't believe in my ability to hold myself in mid air, I would surely fall. I walked toward the large tree in front of me. I just had to touch it. It was like the root of everything. I walked (in mid air) toward this tree. When I got it it, it had a certain amount of gravity to it which threw me off a bit. But I grabbed the branches. My face touched it's leaves.
12. Doomsday dream. A female friend and I were in our apartment, frantically trying to turn our lights back on. The whole place was flooded. Our lights flickered back on and we jumped with joy. Everything felt like it was going to be okay. There was a glow outside of the living room window. I walked to the window. A very large meteor was falling toward the earth off in the distance. My friend began screaming frantically. I then turned to her and said, "everything is going to be alright. We aren't going to die. It's impossible. Try not to have fear" I tried holding her hand, but she was too afraid. Instead I watched as it was all about to "end". I had a deep knowing that I wasn't going to die. The meteor hit. As it's blast wave hit us, everything around me began to just disintegrate before my eyes and a blinding light. I was standing there, watching everything evaporate in front of me. My friend disappeared. I looked around and everything was being engulfed in this blue light. There was no pain. No fear. I just stood there because I felt like I should wait for everything to settle down.
So....there. Feels good to get it out. Anyone recognize any of these items so that we can compare notes please? I would really like to know what's happening to me.
Also note, I'm just a regular guy. Nothing scares me. None of what's happening to me scares me in the least. I actually find it quite fascinating stuff.
Lastly, I can recall with crystal clarity; As a child, I remember seeing dark figures walking around our home. All of the time. They were always very fast. I would first get the feeling someone was nearby and of course I would look, suspecting either my mom or dad...only I would a see shadowy figure walking from one room to another. They were so physically present to me that I would either call out "mom?" or "dad?" I would walk to my parents bed room only to find an empty room. Now, this became so normal to me that whenever I saw a shadow figure. I would just look, see the figure. The figure would, like always, flee every time I turned around. I also gave up trying to chase them of course because they would never be there.
1. Heard a woman's voice in my head in between wakeful/sleep state one morning softly telling me, "Mycal...Wake up. It's time....wake up." It wasn't my mother, she was still sleeping in her bedroom downstairs, down a hallway.
2. Dream of random event. In the dream I was invited to a theater with friends. Left the theater, ran into some other friends on the way out. One guy had a blurry face. The event happened. I never met the guy with the blurry face, so I guess that explains why he was blurry in my dream.
3. Sleep paralysis - one night I left like even though I was paralyzed, I felt like I was being dragged off. Woke up in a fright and saw a dark modulating orb hovering above me which subsequently floated up and disappeared.
3. Sleep paralysis - woke up one night in a fright again. The orb was back. This time it appeared red. Flew away much faster this time.
4. One night I had a super intense feeling like I was being watched by something in our back yard. Never saw it. Couldn't stop staring out the patio door. Kept the patio light on.
5. Woke up in what may have been a dream. Came to in the middle of a sea of stars. Felt a familiar entity behind/beside me. Didn't turn to look. Asked, "what are these stars" answer came back in my own voice and in my head "these are not stars, they are people." It was as if my eyes came into focus and I could see light beings for miles and miles. All perfect, every single one of them. Turned around and saw our planet. Voice in my head wondered why they were going to Earth, the answer was they were going to live out a life. Knew there was multiple layers of meaning behind that which I could go on forever about. Turned to see where they were coming from. Saw an endless sea of the whitest, brightest loving light you couldn't possibly imagine. They were coming from this "source", which felt like home. I was told it was "home" and that I could go there any time I wanted. Just not right now because I knew I wasn't ready yet. I woke up with tears in my eyes.
6. Little girl who looked like little bow peep pulled me out of bed. We walked to a wall where she opened this black door. So black light wasn't passing through it. We walked through. I remember knowing we went to multiple worlds, but the only world I remember with crystal clarity is the world of what looked like tree people. A whole village. I scanned the place left and right in awe until I spotted one of them staring right at me. I didn't realize they could see me. It appeared to be female. It held a child in it's arms. She gazed at me as if to say, "what are you" or "how did you get here" or "where did you come from". Very odd.
7. Felt like I was sucked out of my body. I ended up outside of the planet again. Gazing at the earth, an ocean of memories starting coming to me. I distinctly remember having lived 4 lives previously on earth. I started forgetting my current name and my current life. I thought it was because I had died? Very scary. Note that I remember knowing exactly who I was in my previous lives while I was up there. Now, I only remember knowing that I've lived 4 previous lives on earth and nothing else.
8. Sucked back out again. This time it was the familiar entity with me again. I turned around to look at him, somehow I know it's male. I looked and He instantly took the form of a happy husky breed dog. He laughed when he did this. We starting flying past what I can only describe as dimensions in different pockets all over the place. We ended up in an empty void with no life around us. I wondered what I was supposed to do. No answer this time. I then knew I was supposed to remember on my own. I knew it was something, like a talent or a skill that I knew I had, but couldn't remember what. As my urge to know grew and grew, suddenly golden light started appearing in my hands. All I knew was that I was supposed to "create" with it? So I began to just throw light everywhere. While I was in the middle of that, a very overwhelming , golden warmth appeared behind me and drew me towards it. It told me "It's time to leave this place now. But remember you can come back here any time you want"
9. I woke up in a strange and bright facility. I didn't know if I was dreaming or not. But I remember not being able to do much. I felt like a blob on the floor. I realized something was communicating with me. I looked to my left and as it was looking at me I realized it was communicating with me in a strange way. It felt like I was merged with it's consciousness? It was trying to teach me how to breath by doing the action itself and mentally saying "this is how you breath, this is how you swallow". It was as if this being was inserting the programming for automatic bodily functions into my subconsciousness. It's really hard to describe what It looked like but I'll try my best. He was definitely gray. His eyes weren't dark though, they seems almost like golden brown. I'm trying my best here! His skin was really shiny, almost like glass. I honestly can't make out his full body structure, but I tried examining it the best I could. My problem was that my vision was impaired in a way everything seems to look almost liquefied.
10. I woke up on what I can only describe as a floating metropolis. Quite beautiful. I was with someone familiar again. I was urged to start flying, so I did. I flew up above the structure. I then wondered if I could move the whole city with my mind. I grabbed onto it mentally and started pulling it up with me. I was immediately urged to stop it.
11. I woke up in a long hall. Completely awake. All senses. There was a door. I walked toward the door. Now, I was really freaked out about this particular situation, because I recalled never having such solid control of myself whenever this stuff happened to me. But I walked to the door anyway. Of course I felt like I was being watched from somewhere so I headed to the door quickly fearing interruption. I turned the knob. Opened the door. When I grabbed that knob I received this deep knowing that I was going to exit my dimension. When I pushed the door open. Now, I can't even properly explain what I saw. But I'll try...It was like a tropical forest. Only it was glowing with this intense life beyond what I've ever experienced. The other thing is that every tree, every flower, every vine didn't look like anything on this planet. It was as if it had more than 3 dimensions is the only way to describe it. Such color and beauty. The door I was standing from was very high up. I looked down and saw this golden river of beautiful water/light. Everything felt so physical where I was standing. I felt like if I stepped out, if I didn't believe in my ability to hold myself in mid air, I would surely fall. I walked toward the large tree in front of me. I just had to touch it. It was like the root of everything. I walked (in mid air) toward this tree. When I got it it, it had a certain amount of gravity to it which threw me off a bit. But I grabbed the branches. My face touched it's leaves.
12. Doomsday dream. A female friend and I were in our apartment, frantically trying to turn our lights back on. The whole place was flooded. Our lights flickered back on and we jumped with joy. Everything felt like it was going to be okay. There was a glow outside of the living room window. I walked to the window. A very large meteor was falling toward the earth off in the distance. My friend began screaming frantically. I then turned to her and said, "everything is going to be alright. We aren't going to die. It's impossible. Try not to have fear" I tried holding her hand, but she was too afraid. Instead I watched as it was all about to "end". I had a deep knowing that I wasn't going to die. The meteor hit. As it's blast wave hit us, everything around me began to just disintegrate before my eyes and a blinding light. I was standing there, watching everything evaporate in front of me. My friend disappeared. I looked around and everything was being engulfed in this blue light. There was no pain. No fear. I just stood there because I felt like I should wait for everything to settle down.
So....there. Feels good to get it out. Anyone recognize any of these items so that we can compare notes please? I would really like to know what's happening to me.
Also note, I'm just a regular guy. Nothing scares me. None of what's happening to me scares me in the least. I actually find it quite fascinating stuff.
Lastly, I can recall with crystal clarity; As a child, I remember seeing dark figures walking around our home. All of the time. They were always very fast. I would first get the feeling someone was nearby and of course I would look, suspecting either my mom or dad...only I would a see shadowy figure walking from one room to another. They were so physically present to me that I would either call out "mom?" or "dad?" I would walk to my parents bed room only to find an empty room. Now, this became so normal to me that whenever I saw a shadow figure. I would just look, see the figure. The figure would, like always, flee every time I turned around. I also gave up trying to chase them of course because they would never be there.