Post by ahelpinghand on Feb 17, 2015 23:11:52 GMT 1
It's been happening for a while now, I occasionally wake up in a state of sleep paralysis unable to move. I see things during these moments, which is normal. But little of what I've seen has been documented via regular experiences with sleep paralysis. A few days ago I woke up unable to move, my head was to the side and I saw a small insect like thing crawling out from my pillow/head area down the side of my bed (which is against a wall). It looked like triangular prism with an undetermined amount of legs on each side (between 3-5 on each side). That is just my latest experience, besides the constant predictions of the future, thinking about things before they happen, only to witness them happen in real life. I remember when I was younger, waking up in the early morning, the sun had not yet risen, I blink and the sun is up, hours have gone by. I always passed that off as just falling asleep until i started putting pieces together throughout the past years. This summer I believe it was, I was speaking to my friend on abductions and that night I woke up again to sleep paralysis, during so a ball of light came through my closed window and expanded over my bed only to disappear. I have these headaches, and have for years. They are brief and could possibly be not classified as headache. They are in the same spot every time. I pain pulses from this spot, near the very top/center of my head but towards the right. occasionally intense sinus-esque pain is partnered with these headaches. I have memories of being in a completely black area, floating as if in space. but thats as much details that comes from those, it seems like suppressed memory. I've never seen a UFO from what I'm aware of. I have little scars all over my body, some i know where they came from and others i dont. on my hip bone, there is a bump under the skin that has been there for years, it feels like a small oval shape and moves but never detaches from its main posiiton when i rub my fingers over it. I'm studying cultural anthropology and how global warming effects developing communities in college. I see patterns on everyday surfaces and lines bend sometimes when i look at them. I've always had a fear of all black eyes, mostly in humans. and i often have a reoccurring closed eye hallucinations of a singualr, human like eye looking right at me. the eye is often placed in the center of an almost tunnel-like path i am moving down. I plan on trying to potentiate these and future experiences. I've come to realize that my thoughts are never confined to just myself, once they pass through my brain they become a part of the universe, a part of the collective consciousness. I know there are people or beings that can read these just as i am learning to.
Have I been abducted? or made contact? i have these experiences but no recollection of any actual contact.
Have I been abducted? or made contact? i have these experiences but no recollection of any actual contact.