Post by lionheart on Aug 12, 2014 18:00:47 GMT 1
I am a 53 year old male, and believe that I have been subject to alien harassment, and/or symptomatic of after effects my entire life. I was 10 years old when I believe I was first visited, and/or abducted. It was during the night and I awoke to a grey image above me about 10 feet or so. The grey was peering down at me through a square portal and verbally shouting at me, and although I did not understand, I could sense it's efforts to force-ably communicate. I noticed I was paralyzed, and that my hands and feet were constrained to the point that caused severe pain. I don't remember anything after except awaking from this screaming for my mother. I also began to have flying dreams and still do today. I have had waking recollections of being surrounded by grey wolves all starring at me, although having no memory of a dream for it. Over the next couple of years I would occasionally catch glimpses of a being in my peripheral vision only to have it disappear as I tried to gain a direct focus.
Throughout my life I have experienced most of the symptoms I read as caused by abduction. I have had pain in my hands and feet, and worsening with age, that has had no medical reason for such. I constantly flirt with sleep paralyses, only to fight it under great duress in fear of losing control and/or being controlled. I have mentally created a safety trigger to end a session if it starts. My method is to concentrate on shaking my foot as possible,and at times I have had my entire leg bouncing around like mad, just to escape! I have had many other experiences that convinces me that they still monitor me and/or awaiting further opportunities for another visit/abduction.
I have started to read about aliens, which has led me to consider my experiences to be directly related to abduction probability. I will continue to gain more knowledge to help me deal with the past,present, and future experiences.
Throughout my life I have experienced most of the symptoms I read as caused by abduction. I have had pain in my hands and feet, and worsening with age, that has had no medical reason for such. I constantly flirt with sleep paralyses, only to fight it under great duress in fear of losing control and/or being controlled. I have mentally created a safety trigger to end a session if it starts. My method is to concentrate on shaking my foot as possible,and at times I have had my entire leg bouncing around like mad, just to escape! I have had many other experiences that convinces me that they still monitor me and/or awaiting further opportunities for another visit/abduction.
I have started to read about aliens, which has led me to consider my experiences to be directly related to abduction probability. I will continue to gain more knowledge to help me deal with the past,present, and future experiences.